Dear God
I'm sorry that I have not been putting you first lately. I have been following my own desires and I have lost control. I need you to know that I'm sorry for everything. I've mixed up my priorities. Sometimes it feels like life is impossible without an open conversation. It feels like you're ignoring me, and you don't want to talk to me and answer my prayers. But I have been putting you to the side. I have not had the self-discipline to spend even more time in the Bible than I have, and I missed church a couple times because of my poor sleep. I'd like to tell you that it won't happen again, but I can't make that promise. What I can do is ask you to help me prioritize church and wake me up on time to shower and change clothes before church. I'm committed to knowing You. I'm committed to learning all about You. I feel like I'm still not myself. I don't feel like I'm really the one in control. Will you please redeem me God? W